Split Into

I am in my bed. Tired from a long day. I spent half of it crying about my intrinsic evil-no good-disgusting-smelly-dirty-rotten-useless nature; And the other half laughing, feeling grateful, excited, learning hope…learning hope…learning…

But now I lay me down to sleep as a tiger  growls and screeches and claws through my insides and I am
back
in
the
world
of
disgust
ing
me.
🙁
Thank you for listening.
Erliss